November 2011
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Regret......
Sometimes we do things we regret.
Sometimes we regret things we don’t do.
Where is the middle ground?
Is there a middle ground?
Maybe we just need to pick the lesser of two evils.
Life is filled with opportunities both good and bad and most of the times we can’t determine whether we have made the right decision till after you’ve done what you’ve done. I think I can...
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I'm broken
I’m tired of crying and drying my eyes,
I’m tired of hurting and having to mend my heart.
Being alone and not having anyone to hear my cries,
Sitting in the dark as I fall apart.
It’s time I come out into the light,
Let myself be seen for who I am.
No more hiding or being taken over with fright,
Just being me and loving who I am.
Nope, I...
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Desert vs. Ocean
It is like I am in the middle of a desert
Looking for an ocean.
The mere thought of an impossibility being possible
Is enough to allow me to gain momentum.
For every step back
I am forced to take two forward.
Even though what I search for is further than my furthest reach
It is YOU that gives me the strength to extend myself beyond my limits.
Suddenly that impossibility is now so...
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I'm just a lonely little girl.....
I’m just a lonely little girl
Lost in a world so cold and dark
Looking up at the stars
With the hopes of finding the answers
Encrypted amongst the massive balls of gas
That form the beauty I stare at
On those nights that hurt so bad
Answers are what I seek
Questions are what I find
I’m just a lonely little girl
Lost in a world so cold and dark
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SOMEDAY
I’ll have the nerve.
I’ll feel the strength.
I’ll show you how much you mean to me.
I’ll tell you how much I care.
I’ll make you believe me when I say………..I love you!
SOMEDAY
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We made LOVE.......
Your touch…..so soft and sensual
Your kiss…..so deep and passionate
The look in your eyes…..penetrating my every thought
Our breathing……labored
Our hearts…..beating in sync
Our hands……holding on tightly preparing for whats to come
Then…..Just like that…..Your moans and my screams are merely a tiny representation of the fire surging...
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NOT ANYMORE!!!!!!
I cannot allow you to hurt me anymore.
I remember when you said you loved me and that I was your world.
Those lines you fed me so well.
Then you turn away and leave me feeling empty and alone.
Ive blamed myself for many things, thinking I was the one at fault.
It took me a long time to feel as if I can repair the wounds you carved in my heart.
The moment you see that I am ok and that Ive...
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It is my heart.......
It is my heart that I use for more than just love
When I hate, I hate with my heart. Not because my heart is full of hate BUT because anything I do, I do with passion and the passion resonates from deep within my heart.
When I fear, I fear with my heart. Not because my heart is fearful BUT because my heart knows loss and that is the greatest fear anyone can have.
When I hurt, I hurt with my...
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BUT ME!!!!!!!!
Im blind to the waves crashing before me
I can hear life continuing despite my despair
The realization that I am but a tiny spec in this massive space
Emotions so clear in my soul yet so nonexistent to the rest
Its in this very moment that clarity starts to form
There is not a soul in this world that can heal me…………BUT ME!!!!!!
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My unexpected friend.......
When my life was in shambles, you appeared out of my darkened skies and shun light upon me.
You showed me the way back to normalcy, just when I thought there would be no hope and life was useless.
You captured the good within me and displayed it for me in plain sight.
To call you my friend is an honor.
Although the friendship we have may never go beyond the screen of my computer or the memory...
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its me who left YOU behind..........
Today is the day I take back my life,
The day I fight against the strife.
Make my own decisions and act independent.
and show you I’m a plaintiff and not a defendant.
Im tired of being viewed as a failure to the man I love,
Well now here we are when push comes to shove.
Having to prove my worth, my commitment and my desire.
You have forced this relationship to the road of expire.
So...
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How could you???
You said we’d be forever,
That we’d always last.
Then she came along,
Now we’re a thing of the past.
You said that you loved me,
But I found out you lied.
Then you left me for her,
I felt I could’ve died.
How could you say those things,
With such a straight face?
Then let me down gently,
Knowing she’d won the race?
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“I’m turning my CAN’T into CAN and my DREAM into a PLAN”
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From a distance.......
I see you from a distance and I already know. You are the one for me.
You hold the fuel within your soul that will light my fire. I sense that you have the ability to fulfill my every desire.
The thoughts of us start to flood through my mind. My heart throbs at the thought of having you be mine.
As the distance between us becomes less and less. My body starts to quiver as if under duress.
Then...
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Your Touch.....
Your touch is what I yearn for and how I receive it, doesn’t even matter.
You can hold my hand or caress my face.
You can grab my breast or touch my special place.
You can walk up behind me as I wash the dishes
Pull my hips towards you and shower me with kisses
You can brush your fingers through my hair
Or press your lips against my ear.
You can bite my lip in the heat of passion
Or...
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L.O.V.E
Love is such a complicated yet simple emotion.
Some find it easy to love when they’ve found that special someone BUT complicated to hold onto thereafter.
Others find it hard to love right away when they find that special someone BUT its easy once they let themselves love thereafter.
The interesting thing I find about these 2 very different scenarios, is that no matter what category you...
