Saddened I am
by the very thought of your existence
in my life, no longer.
The tears glisten as they fall
carrying every memory
we made with one another.
I fall to my knees and beg
that my memories will last
long enough so that I may,
one day, clone them into existence once again.
So that I may live out these
beautiful moments
just one last time.
Those moments we held each other
when it was cold,
Those moments you kissed me
and told me you loved me,
Those moments we fought
and then laughed about how silly we were.
Those are the moments
I want to hold.
Please hold on as long as you can.
I cannot bear to lose you yet.
We have so many more things to
experience and do.
Dont disappear on me now.
Tell GOD you’re not ready.
Tell him our love is strong
enough to sustain you.
Tell him you need
one more chance.
I cry.
I sit here alone and cry
as your grip becomes weak in my hand.
As your eyes fall empty
in the moment you slip away.
“I love you,” is all I can say.
My heart feels heavy in my chest.
Im seconds away from collapsing
into an emotional ball of
hate,
anger,
and sorrow.
You slip away when I need you most.
I take a moment.
I realize your mind, body and soul
are no longer here with me.
But I take a moment to acknowledge
the overwhelming feeling of your love.
Its like you slipped away, but into me.
Im carrying you with me right now.
I can feel you, smell you, almost taste you.
This is beautiful!
This is where you will stay forever.
I will love you and carry you in my heart.
Your memories will be the stories told
at the dinner table for years to come.
Let me thank you
for loving me at my worst
and embracing me at my best.
There will never be a love like you.
